the farewell :(

been awhile since i came here to update. been kinda busy on hand recently.

what has been happening (in random order):

-my boy couldnt book out the wkend b4 he wen overseas

-i am moving house

-accompanied my parents to see see, aim aim furniture

-watchin korean shows (only 1 tho. im a slow tortoise, ha)

-enjoying the post-exam period before another hurdle comes along

-in the midst of setting up a biz: Love Your Nails!

-lookin ard for nice dresses to attend my cousin's wedding

-did a hair change (it looks horrible, i tink i hav the tom-boy look now, crap)

-gave myself a break fr work to accompany my boy on Thurs

-had a sumptuous yet saddening dinner @ Sakae with my boy before we parted

-sent my boy to the airport

-tryin to be a good gal by coming home straight after work (been giving a miss to all the cafe chilling!)

-a new bigger bed for us! (so that i dun hav to get pushed one side everytime *grin*)

-the bigger tv from the spare room has been moved to our room! *yay*

-waiting for my boy's call every nite (oh well, but he'll be outfield most of the times) thailand's timing is 1hr slower than Singapore!

-on a sway day, my shoe got stepped by someone in the train and it got stucked in the hole (aiya hard to describe, its jus the one between the floor and the train ar), so the slips of my shoe broke off and i ended up limping to URS buying a new pair of shoe. (money fly away again! sob)

-tryin to accomplish some of my sch assignments (its killing me) another half a yr more to go.. sigh.

-most of my time, as much as i wan to divert my attention, i tink i miss & think of him more. *cries* i cant wait for ur return. i cant wait to be in in ur arms again. i really really miss you.

him: take good care of urself dear.
her: i will. you muz come back hor. u dun come back, den no one wan me liao :/
him: i will definitely come back cos if i dun come back, my girl will be snatched away by other guys!
her: *smiles* im yours. hav a good trip. love u.

the long weekend

yay, exams over!hehe:P at least for now..i've gotta rest a bit :)

i gave myself a break by meeting my boy on Friday, Good Friday, hehe. studied in the morn, den waited for him to cor me once he's out. sucha sleepy pig, he cld book out aldy, but doze off (for very long!) till the afternoon! it made matter worse wen it started pouring hur? lol.. *nice weather to zzz* i called him upteem times b4 he finally answered, lol...*faint* i tink he slept a total of 16 hrs! :p

the plan to had breakfast, became not a lunch, but high tea! muahah~ cos it was aldy 3-4 wen we met :) headed to Bugis' Sakae Sushi *yum yum* sucha long time since we had Sakae! hehe. no plans in mind, happen to hav an impromptu dinner wif his fam & relatives. headed to Far East Square for dinner :):) we were quite full in fact (cos of the late lunch, lol) but still, de dinner was gr8. i love the crayfish! hehe..

after tt sumptuous dinner, we walked ard Tanjong Pagar cum Amoy St area to scout.. cos they're intending to do their own biz! there was an area that was selling/renting, and they were discussing bout the biz etc. how cool! hehe. i hope it works out :):)

sent my boy's mum & his aunt home, den we headed to Holland V to meet Chan & co @ Essential Brew. 2nd time i've been thr, but nothin fancy me yet :) i tink the other coffee joints r a tad better, hmm. anyway, thanks Crane for giving me the free VIP membership! *appreciated* :) it was a fun nite out, chilling there wif the same cranky gang of guys, lol. the stories of their sec sch happenings were ultra hilarious. it made me tink of the stupid times & acts i encountered in sec sch days too. lol.. funny wen u tink bout it now. how we've grown up hur? *smiles*

we left the place ard 1, and wen driving ard. shiok! lol. feelin the cool breeze, machiam im in malaysia! it always giv me the cameron-highlands feeling, wahaha. home sweet home ard3, dead beat aldy.. *tired*

we woke up the nex day feelin gr8, cos its only Saturday! hehe..din do much cos pretty broke. sigh, tok bout money will only shang gan qing! *sob* jus hope things wil get better..sigh. we walked ard aimlessly, wen to Eunos to see my new hse, then to the Car Mart and finally to Turf City - all to see cars, lol.

dinner was late as my boy was pretty full fr his McDonalds meal at 5pm! *faint* we makan @ Suntec's Joaquim Steamboat Buffet! the place where i've always wish to go..hehe. indeed, the food's good! *yum yum* we ate continously, and left with a bloated stomach! lol. i wan to go back there again, hehe :P

wen home earlier than usual tt day cos my boy had to wake up early on Sunday. my boy surfed the net, while i entertained myself wif.. Tom & Jerry Cartoon! heheheh.. it made my day :) i laughed and laughed and laughed. we watched togeda thereafter before going into dreamland:) hehe.. *grin*

Sunday, my boy wen for his soccer match. wanted to head to the library, but it only open the earliest @ 10am. so gave up the idea, and stayed back to slp, lol. only woke up @ 1130 wen he called me :/ hehe. woke up to study thereafter :) waited for him to get home b4 we wen for lunch! *hungry*

time past pretty fast as usual. we had a short walk @ Raffles City b4 bidding goodbye. it was a treasured gr8 long weekend :) wen will i get to enjoy 3 days wif u again? *ponders*

exam finally ended today. seriously, cant wait to get back to work tmr :) i need to work to feel alive, lol. wkend pls come quick :)

its only past one day, but i miss u so :) you're leaving, i'll miss u even so :) my heart's still wif u, precious :) i love you, baby :)

the tiring week

i feel as if im gonna flunk my papers nex wk :/ i cant seem to be able to study intensively.. *sigh* i wonder what am i going to tell my parents if i fail my paper, sob.

last wk was a tiring week.. trying to study+work+go out = tired! wkend was spent celebrating Ken's 22nd Birthday @ PS's Cafe Cartel :) time flies seriously, just last yr, we celebrated it @ Heeren's Sakae Sushi, now its already past 1 yr! =p how fast we grow! LOL...

had late supper+games @ Settler's Cafe wif my boy's cousins :)we waited pretty long despite our reservations! bad service, boohoo. we played Game of Life & jenga over the 2 hrs. tired, but enjoyable! hehe, all the laughs and screams, lol..

my boy sent them home, before we head home :) din do much on Sunday as we were both tired :/ jus enjoyed each other's company :)

he wen outfield the whole wk, just got back :) *i miss u* its the upcoming long wkend..but i've exams to worry bout, sigh~

*i hope you not only miss me when you're away, but that i am on ya mind every min every second :)its been many lonely nights without u. you're always in my thoughts :) i love u dearly =D*

Happy sweet one month Jolyn & Don :):):) & Congrats Sharrel in ya new r/s! hehe "dun find love, let love find you" rite? *grin* glad you're receiving the happiness of love now :):):)

tears in heaven

-tears in heaven-

my precious

back from a weekend i really treasure. *i miss u so much dearie*

Friday - i couldnt wait. the whole wk was a hell lot for me at work. after the Tuesday incident, another happen on Wednesday. bloody hell. sigh. met June after work to unwind. i was complaining n whining all the way. damn. nvm, i bought loads of stuff to relief stress! wahahah, wad an excuse! lol~

afterwhich i waited for my boy. tout they were preparing to book out already, but oops wrong info. :p *faint* waited for 2 hrs n took the last train home, lol. super tired after all the wait. worse, my boy's phone was off all the way! the moment i step into my hse, he called me! -.-" really no fate sia.

he came to pick me up afterwhich. so late by den, we had a quick supper then headed back to zzz :P after all the heat at work, tis wk was horribly tired :/ my boy had a bad week too, sigh, *hugs*

Saturday was short, making me treasure it even more :) watched Failure to Launch in the afternoon and had a short walk. my boy send me off then headed to 2 of his fren's birthday party =) wen shopping wif peiling @ Bugis thereafter *smiles* great time shopping n chilling out :)

my boy picked me up ard 1am den we head home :) *tight hug* Sunday - ordered kfc for lunch! hehe, my boy's craving, lol :) we decided to watch Ice Age thereafter, hehe. nice funny lame lame show! hehe. time pass pretty fast, my boy became so emotional again :/

him: most likely, i wun be able to come out for 2 wkends.
her: its ok, i understand.
him: but im worried bout u..
her: huh, worried bout? im still alive, dun worry! *tries to smile*
him: u muz take care of urself ok..
her: smile dear, dun worry :)
him: i cannot come out to see u, but u muz wait for me hor!
her: *smiles* no worries, i told u, we'll go thru thick n thin togeda rite?
him: dear i'll be missing u..
her: i'll miss u too. the more u say, the more sad i feel, dun say le lar, u see u makin me cry *tears*
him: what if i cry first..

-both him and her had tears-

before bidding goodbye:

him: one day if i win a million dollars.. guess wad is the first thg i'll do?
her: eh i dunno.. *first thought was to buy sth for his car, lol*
him: the first thg i'll do, is to marry u!
her: hehe really ar..? *smiles happily*

-life has been tough for both of us. seeing u so emotional n demoralise at times, i really feel helpless, noeing there's nothin much i can help u wif except to be by ur side. i jus wan to let u noe, no matter wad happens, u hav me who'll go thru thick n thin wif u :) its a promise, a lifetime promise we made to each other :) it was a pure simple conversation, but there's a smile in my heart, cos im happy noeing tt im part of ur life =) i love u, my precious one, the only one, dun give up on urself, i'll always be cheering for u :)-